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曾想过既然无缘最终，何必相爱，像现在般依依不舍，总感觉失掉了些什么，想去抓又无从下手，滋味难受，不过或许这是种可遇不可求的幸福，能遇上自己喜欢的，又曾在一起，想起也不应是遗憾。
　　
每个人都有自己的独特见解，有自己喜欢的人，喜欢的地方。

　　对于喜欢你的人，你喜欢的可以去爱，也可以不爱；你喜欢的人，你可以等他表白也可以自己向他表白，全凭你自己的感觉了。

　　感觉是什么？感觉就是当你看了一场电影的预告片，你有了想把它看完的那份冲动。但这份冲动总是随着你对电影的了解而慢慢减弱，当然由于这种激情的减少，或许只是因为这种感觉上升到另一种层次，由喜欢变成了爱，但无可否认，看完电影之后，你会有另一种感觉，就是你觉得自己是被预告片欺骗了，你问自己为何要为这场电影而投入了金钱和时间，你觉得不值。

　　感觉本来就不是真实的东西，都是一刹那的想法，是浓缩了的精华片断。

　　人生都是自由的，你或许愿意为自己的感觉而放弃自由，但你敢肯定对方也和你有同样的想法了么，即使对方也有你一样的想法，但也不能就是说两者的想法是同时出现，不同步出现感觉，两个本来相爱的人或许最终会走在一块，又或许有一方觉得这感觉比较渺茫，不知不觉间又出现了另一份感觉，感觉纠缠在一起，最后选择了一份可以预知的感觉，然后就发现前一种感觉的对方原来和自己一样也有这份感觉和经历，只是大家的感觉出现的时间不同，导致大家未能珍惜这份感觉。

　　东西不尝试过，不知道是否适合自己，不去尝试就不会拥有，但尝试了觉得真的不适合自己，那会是永远的失去。

　　近视的人或是戴普通眼镜或是戴隐形眼镜，但有些人从来就不戴隐形眼镜，他恐惧往自己的眼睛里塞东西，即使那只是一层薄薄的东西，而且很多人都在用，也没出现什么大问题，但他们就是不敢去尝试，所以他们享受不了隐形眼镜带给近视一族的方便，当然或许以后他们会接受隐形眼镜，感觉它们很适合自己，甚至喜欢上它们。

　　不去开始永远就有开始的可能，不去拥有永远也还有拥有的可能，开始拥有失去也只是时间的问题。

　　为什么要执着忘记了呢？忘记的最好办法不是去忘记而是去记忆，人都有惰性，记着记着就不知为什么要去记着就慢慢忘记了，而自己强迫自己去忘记，只会适得其反，激起人的反叛性，越要忘记越是记忆犹新。

　　电影落幕了，总有不同的声音，你有你的，她有她的，大家感觉一致也好相反也好，怎样就怎样好了，毕竟就算这次他因为爱你而说了和你一样感受，但这只是说话，他自己的思想他自己知道，不是随意可以改变得了的。

　　恋爱的道路很长，总有些人爱你爱到最后，也有些人要提前下车，爱过了就好，有份美丽的回忆远胜过最后的反目成仇，不去忘记了，记住有记住的好。

我

我只是一个很弱小的女孩，
但是却在别人面前显得最坚强的。
我，从来不在别人面前，轻易的掉下眼泪。
我有我自己的原则，只是容易被真相打败。
我从来都都伪装着自己。
但是，谁又会看穿我的保护罩？
我的心，一次又一次的累了。
但是我却告诉自己必须坚持。
我很快乐，只是内心在哭泣。
我很爱哭，只是不在别人的面前哭泣。
我也很想有个人，可以给我依靠，可以给我满满的安全感。
让我在他的怀里哭泣，在他的面前脱下所有的保护罩。
就这样，一直一直的走到最后的时光里去。
很多时候……不是大家都不懂我，
而是我控制着自己不给人懂得这个真实的我。
可能，我很傻。
但是，我宁愿自己一个人默默承受痛苦，
也不愿看到别人为我而担心。

这个，就是我。

苦咖啡的味道

回忆着已被吃完的苦咖啡的味道,苦涩未绝,那情感却又燃上心头,你曾说,这是你最爱吃的雪糕,在我第一次和你相识的时候,就永远记住了,也渐渐迷恋上了这种味道,也许你只是随口一说,而我却把它当成了信仰,此时,这种苦苦的味道,不仅可以尝得到,更可以闻得到,就在我想你的时时刻刻.

当看到别人用一杯杯咖啡来抵挡困意,疲惫时,从未真正的品尝过咖啡的味道,不想有这种依赖.而如今,我逃避了物质的咖啡,却陷入了你这精神咖啡的旋涡.

在那精致的包装上,写着"苦苦的追求,甜甜的享受".也许真正知道苦咖啡的人,不会有后半句的体会,而我的生命中,只有三个字:苦苦的.对你不会有另类的情感追求,因为无论我多么迷恋你,都不想打破着友谊的平衡,因为我们之间,不是仅用不爱就可以说得清.

爱是永恒的星辰,永远不会坠落.可你不是我的昨夜星辰,而是满载我生命之舟的光辉.无论你是否会接我的电话,无论你是否会回我的信息,无论你是不是对我在线隐身.我永远都不会放走.你在我身边存在的每一缕气息.宁愿守着爱你的寂寞,也决不做爱情的陪葬品.

我抑制住流下的泪水 ,滑过脸颊冰冷的感觉.明知道,是彼此生命中的过客,却依然想说,我的心是一个站台,永远写着等待!

Salty Coffee

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding,many guys chasing after her,while he was so normal,nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party,he invited her to have coffee with him,she was surprised,but due to being polite,she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop,he was too nervous to say anything,she felt uncomfortable,she thought,please,let me go home……
suddenly he asked the waiter:“would you please give me some salt?I‘d like to put it in my coffee.”
Everybody stared at him,so strange!His face turned red,but,still,he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously:why you have this hobby?
He replied:“when I was a little boy,I was living near the sea,I liked playing in the sea,I could feel the taste of the sea,just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee,always think of my childhood,think of my hometown,I miss my hometown so much,I miss my parents who are still living there”。
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That‘s his true feeling,from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness,he must be a man who loves home,cares about home,has responsibility of home……
Then she also started to speak,spoke about her faraway hometown,her childhood,her family. That was a really nice talk,also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands;he had tolerance,was kind hearted,warm,careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee!Then the story was just like every beautiful love story,the princess married to the prince,then they were living the happy life……And,every time she made coffee for him,she put some salt in the coffee,as she knew that‘s the way he liked it.
After 40 years,he passed away,left her a letter which said:“My dearest,please forgive me,forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you——the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated?I was so nervous at that time,actually I wanted some sugar,but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life,but I was too afraid to do that,as I have promised not to lie to you for anything……
Now I‘m dying,I’m afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:I don‘t like the salty coffee,what a strange bad taste……But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you,I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time,still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again。
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday,someone asked her:what‘s the taste of salty coffee?It’s sweet. She replied.